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Stuck in the Right Place

by Jachin McDonald

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1.
Sixth Sense 03:10
I ain't stranger to feeling Like I'm kinda out of place Kind of used to the looks That they have on their face But I was hoping there's a chance That you could be my escape (Be my escape, be my escape, be my escape) It's like I'm floating back and forth Between the living and dead I wish that they could see I'm here But they see nothing instead I was hoping you would notice And revive me again (Be my escape, be my escape, be my escape) But you talk to me like You don't even know me Plenty people around But I still feel lonely You were supposed to Be the one that got me When I felt like this I'm right in front of you But you can't even feel me Can't hear a thing But I'm talking freely A million miles away Even when you're holding my hand You couldn't see me Even with a sixth sense (Be my escape, be my escape, be my escape) Sometimes I wonder is it my fault Did I do it myself Do I push people away Or do they run I can't tell But I was hoping there's a chance You understood what I felt (Be my escape, be my escape, be my escape) Now I've been banging the walls And opening cabinet doors Walking out on lakes And falling through linoleum floors I was really hoping you Would bring me back but of course But you talk to me like you Don't even know me Plenty people around But I still feel lonely You were supposed to Be the one that got me When I felt like this I'm right in front of you But you can't even feel me Can't hear a thing But I'm talking freely A million miles away Even when you're holding my hand You couldn't see me Even with a sixth sense I'm right in front of you But you can't even feel me Can't hear a thing But I'm talking freely A million miles away Even when you're holding my hand You couldn't see me Even with a sixth sense
2.
I love the smile you make when I can tell That you just can't control it The laugh that just escapes, no matter what You just can't hold it My favorite part of days, is when I see your face Oh I just can't explain it But you don't see it that way I hate the moment that you realize That you are not alone, and You cover up your smile so none sees That's so exhausting I hate the part of days When I can see that face is fading But you don't see it that way My favorite songs are the ones you sing When you don't think I'm listening I wish you heard yourself The way that I do Cuz I think the world of you I think the world of you I think the world of you Oh I think the world of you I just wish you thought the world of yourself too My favorite songs are the ones you sing My favorite songs are the ones you sing My favorite songs are the ones you sing My favorite songs are the ones you sing I hear the way you cultivate You speak and I feel the filter Cuz there are days that what you say It's subtle, slightly off kilter You think if they saw through They wouldn't understand what you do But you don't have a clue that I think the world of you Oh no, I think the world of you Oh I think the world of you Oh I think the world of you I just wish you thought the world of yourself too My favorite songs are the ones you sing When you don't think I'm listening I think the world of you I just wish you thought the world of yourself too My favorite songs are the ones you sing When you don't think I'm listening I think the world of you I just wish you thought the world of yourself-
3.
Tension 04:06
Tensions high Tryna remember all the advice That I've been told a million times Packaged nice in clever rhymes It seems like l never learn my lesson do I? Cuz I know this road, it's twists and winds Now I'm thinking, looking in your eyes "Baby drop the act We both know that you gon take it back No, don't gimme that This is just a feeling it won't last" You look nice Subtle sweet smile and nails painted white Whispering to your friends all night Ears are burning but it's cool outside Ooh I know you're fine But I got hangups in this closet of mine Not your crime but you're doing the time Self-sabatoge is a habit of mine Blame it all on the circumstance That I won't give you your first chance I'm scared you'll hurt me because you can But I still wanna ask you to dance It's a Greek tragedy How the hero falls at the end of Act III You just want to get closer to me But all I can think is "Baby drop the act (Drop the act) We both know that you gon take it back (Take it back) Ooh, no don't gimme that (Don't give me that) This is just a feeling it won't last (No it won't last) Baby drop the act (Drop the act) We both know that you gon take it back (Take it back) Ooh, no don't gimme that (Don't give me that) This is just a feeling it won't last (No it won't last)" I think you see it in my expression (Take my mind off of things) Even if you don't know why I am stressing You know that I could stand to think just a little bit less than (Take my mind off of things) Than I am right now, oh your smile is so infectious You know that That tension's high Tryna remember all the advice That I've been told a million times Packaged nice in clever rhymes With your hand in mine I start to feel what resembles fine And now as I look in your eyes For the first time I don't think "Baby drop the act (Drop the act) We both know that you gon take it back (Take it back) Ooh, no don't gimme that (Don't give me that) This is just a feeling it won't last (No it won't last) Baby drop the act (Drop the act) We both know that you gon take it back (Take it back) Ooh, no don't gimme that (Don't give me that) This is just a feeling it won't last (No it won't last)"
4.
Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah You talk sweet like candy I like the way your lips move Can they move a little closer? Think I got a sweet tooth That look that you gimme Change up my whole mood You got me feeling like a vegan And you're a sale on kale at Whole Foods, ay You know me, I know you, I'm honest Shoot your shot you won't lose, I promise Come on you know I'm down, it's obvious Down so bad cuz you're so iconic I'm not some random dude And that outfit's a whole mood I know we're out with our friends, to be frank I'd ditch them now just for you But only if you wanted to Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah I ain't known for my composure 'Round you I try to keep my cool I promise you that I'm sober You just make me act like a fool I might be better when I'm older I might be reckless in my youth But I ain't built for the long game So baby, I'll be upfront with you, yeah You know me, I know you, I'm honest Shoot your shot you won't lose, I promise Come on you know I'm down, it's obvious Down so bad cuz you're so iconic I'm not some random dude And that outfit's a whole mood I know we're out with our friends, to be frank I'd ditch them now just for you Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah Only if you wanted to, yeah
5.
Stubborn 03:17
And I don't take advice well That's my problem well probably It's gotta be learned the hard way To sink in properly I've heard it once or twice Wasn't listening obviously I'm more stubborn than I know is good for me Hold on, let me, I've gotta- hold on Ehem, my bad- I'm getting real sick and tired Of people thinking they Know my life, like geez Just tryna do what seems right But everybody's Got a path they like for me Now I've been stressed out my mind Just tryna figure out what My next step should be But some of y'all need some Serious practice In leaving his own to each And I don't take advice well That's my problem probably It's gotta be learned the hard way To sink in properly I've heard it once or twice Wasn't listening obviously I'm more stubborn than I know is good for me You said your passion is business I don't know you meant mine You think you're fixing my life I bet you think you're so kind But if we're not close I think that I'll be fine I'd rather have a real friend Than your advice I'm not thirty-eight So I don't lick my fingers when I turn the page I'm sure Gary Vee's life really turned out great But I don't think I need to resell china plates Oh hit 'em with it Vincent, give it to 'em And I don't take advice well That's my problem probably It's gotta be learned the hard way To sink in properly I've heard it once or twice Wasn't listening obviously I'm more stubborn than I know is good for me
6.
I'm doubting all this already Call me anything just not steady The collar on this shirt's suffocating I'm insecure bout all that I'm making Getting over kinda slow my bad I'm Not quite past what you said last I Wish I could say I move on fast but You vocalized fears I didn't know I had no But I'm not I'm not half the man I want to be (I want to be) And I don't take advice well honestly (Oh honestly) I'm not half the man I want to be (I want to be) And I don't take advice well honestly (Oh honestly) (I want to be) (Oh honestly) (I want to be) (Oh honestly) Don't know what it is That we're doing You got me screwed up In my head I hate how it's been How we're moving No this ain't real love It's been too toxic, cuz I'm not half the man I want to be With how I'm acting lately honestly Cuz I'm not half the man I want to be Ever since you came and messed with me
7.
Half the Man 03:16
Comparison will be the death of me Cuz everyone's impressive in this industry How can I compete When he looks like that and I can't write like she Am I enough with just the best that I can be I'm not sure where I'll be next week Cuz I'm terrified of the life in front of me I'm moving forward the best that I know how But I'm not half the man I want to be now New York skyline on my computer screen Cuz I can't move until you people follow me Doing this for free Cuz it's what I love, but this world ain't cheap Am I enough with just the best that I can be? I'm not sure where I'll be next week Cuz I'm terrified of the life in front of me I'm moving forward the best that I know how But I'm not half the man I want to be now (I want to be, I want to be) (I want to be, I want to be) I'm not sure where I'll be next week But that's kind of exciting, don't you think I'm moving forward the best that I know how Cuz I'm not half the man I want to be now
8.
Suburbs 03:37
I grew up in the Suburbs of a college town Just South of Oklahoma City We spent Saturdays Watching football and Mowing our lawns just so we looked pretty And you could buy Adderal from the Girl with the spray tan Overpriced weed from the Guy who grew up on the East side Sundown town 'till the Nineteen sixties But at least we've got A church at every stoplight I moved out to a country town But I still go back every Summer and Christmas Cuz when you lie to everybody You fool yourself You fool yourself It takes a lot to look that perfect But we do it well Oh we do it well And when you lie to everybody You fool yourself You fool yourself It takes a lot to look that perfect But we do it well Oh we do it well Picket fences are Out of style so we just Hide our flaws with good old fashioned smiles Highschool sweethearts buy Big old houses But they ain't said "I love you" in a while I moved out to a country town But I still go back every Summer and Christmas We all whispered our cries for help But it was ugly so nobody would listen Cuz when you lie to everybody You fool yourself You fool yourself It takes a lot to look that perfect But we do it well Oh we do it well I'd rather get help than look perfect I'd rather look weak than be alone Admit I'm falling apart I'm not put together You're far more loved than you could know I'd rather get help than look perfect I'd rather look weak than be alone Admit I'm falling apart I'm not put together You're far more loved than you could know
9.
Planet Earth 02:58
I text you, and you send me a text back (Four hours later) The conversation's dying I'm replying but it's just a little flat (How bout that) I'm tryna find, the spark I thought we had (Don't know where it's at) But to be honest your defenses are feeling so iron clad I don't know your past Don't know how you're feeling But I promise that I'm different than These guys that you've been dealing with Cuz my favorite song is the one I hear when I see your face (See your face) And there ain't a soul on the planet Earth that could take your place (No baby) I'll do all I can just to prove to you that it isn't fake (Isn't fake) And to make it worth forgiving the wrong decisions I'll make (Ooh baby) And you'll make mistakes I know, cuz everyone's the same (All the same) But there ain't a soul on the planet Earth that could take your place (No baby) I get the feeling you're feeling me But you're apprehensive (You're apprehensive, you're apprehensive) Talk is cheap, and I understand that You know your time's expensive (So expensive, so expensive) And you can't afford to waste it On me if I'm just faking (But I'm not faking, baby I'm not faking) I know the chance you're taking The weight of the choice you're making I don't know your past Don't know how you're feeling But I promise that I'm different than These guys that you've been dealing with Cuz my favorite song is the one I hear when I see your face (See your face) And there ain't a soul on the planet Earth that could take your place (No baby) I'll do all I can just to prove to you that it isn't fake (Isn't fake) And to make it worth forgiving the wrong decisions I'll make (Ooh baby) And you'll make mistakes I know, cuz everyone's the same (All the same) But there ain't a soul on the planet Earth that could take your place (No baby)
10.
Unavoidable 03:05
Now there ain't another soul out here As far as I'm concerned We already hit the small talk yeah I already know your date of birth You're not sure if you caught me staring Either way I caught you first I smile and compliment your hair You know I've always had a thing for curls If I'm honest There's a lot going on behind these eyes That are locked in To yours If I'm honest There's a lot I'd say if I wasn't scared of breaking your heart So now I'm torn Leaves fall in the autumn Waves crash in the sea It seems unavoidable The way you look at me I try to hold on to Some form of control Cuz I know how this goes I don't wanna let go I'm tryna learn from my mistakes Honey I don't wanna waste your time But with the look that's on your face I'm very fine with you wasting mine Loud music, heavy bass But somehow I can read your mind Can't lie it feels like fate That you and I are here tonight If I'm honest There's a lot going on behind these eyes That are locked in To yours If I'm honest There's a lot I'd say if I wasn't scared of breaking your heart So now I'm torn Leaves fall in the autumn Waves crash in the sea It seems unavoidable The way you look at me I try to hold on to Some form of control Cuz I know how this goes I don't wanna let go Girl I want you But you might be better off without me there I'm not tryna lead you on Girl I want you But you might be better off without me there Will I hurt you I don't know
11.
Limbo 03:01
Back and forth, up and down I say yes, you say okay East and North, barely off I haven't talked to you all day We're too old for this kinda stuff Even our early twenties is wisdom enough To know that all these games don't have a point To know that we can't just fake love If you mean yes then just say yes And if you mean no then won't you say so We can take time to find the in-between But l've always hated limbo Limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) I can't do this limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) Limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) I can't do this limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) No connection just the history You feel like you are stuck with me This isn't what it's supposed to be I swear (Oh no I swear, oh I swear) We're more invested than we think You'll miss it if you stop to blink And honestly it's getting hard to bear We're too old for this kinda stuff Even our early twenties is wisdom enough To know that all these games don't have a point To know that we can't just fake love If you mean yes then just say yes And if you mean no then won't you say so We can take time to find the in-between But l've always hated limbo Limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) I can't do this limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) Limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) I can't do this limbo (I can't do this no, no I can't do this, no) I'm hoping there's a part of this That maybe we can salvage But I'm scared that if I try I'm just being selfish We're too old for this kinda stuff Even our early twenties is wisdom enough To know that all these games don't have a point To know that we can't just fake love If you mean yes then just say yes And if you mean no then won't you say so We can take time to find the in-between But l've always hated limbo
12.
Interwoven 04:02
Thunder falling from the heavens Too much for me to take If this is supposed to be a lesson I'll try to learn when I am safe For now, all I need is peace Tonight, I can't be alone But where the dawn and darkness meet There sat a tree that gave me hope A beautiful place Thorns interwoven at the base Storms, twisted scars So weather worn Flowers blooming where the Ground had torn A beautiful place Thorns interwoven at the base I've been feeling disconnected Out of touch, misunderstood Not too many want to get me And even fewer really could For now, all I need is peace Tonight, I can't be alone But where the dawn and darkness meet It's in that tree that I feel known A beautiful place Thorns interwoven at the base Storms, twisted scars So weather worn Flowers blooming where the Ground had torn A beautiful place Thorns interwoven at the base

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Jachin's third self-produced album.

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released December 3, 2021

Engineer: 100graham
Guest Instrumentalists: Nathan McKnight, Kimberlyn McDonald, Nathan Chan
Co-Producer: Vincent Charrue
Guest Vocalist: Jonas Palmer

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